Please
allow me to reiterate the
debt of gratitude and the feelings of joy that I cherish as the result
of having been named a 2003 grant recipient by the Constance Saltonstall
Foundation for the Arts. One waits a very, very, very, very, very,
very, very long time doing whatever gets done with words or paint
and wishing for someone to call it art. So the phone call I received
from the Foundation that very hot, near-summer day meant more to
me than mere funding. For me, it was one of the most generous nods
of approval that I have received to date.
It set me running. And during
the year that followed, that one grand gesture of acknowledgement
bolstered my confidence as much as it assisted with the paying of
the rent, heat and electricity as well as the photocopying, telephone
conversations, postage and research-travel necessary to see my
first novel, Loosing My Espanish, published (October, Pantheon).
I
can’t tell you if I completed the novel as a result of
the funding I received from the Saltonstall Foundation. Nor can
I necessarily say that I can identify a marked or measurable change
in the progress that I made during the last year. I only know that
from the moment that I got the news that I was a grant recipient,
a growing awareness of the responsibility art and the artist has
to others was shaken loose for me.
Funding from your organization
was more than the peace of mind that my bills were paid on time,
and that I could feed myself properly while I revised the final
draft. At the time, it seemed to me that if I had the confidence
of an organization like the Constance Saltonstall Foundation,
I could afford to give myself some of the same confidence.
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H.G. Carrillo
“Loosing
My Espanish” tells the story of Oscar Delos-santos, a young
Cuban-American schoolteacher coming to terms with his beloved Ama’s
losing battle with Alzheimer’s. One of the biggest strengths
of H.G. Carillo’s stunning fiction debut is the writer’s
ability to navigate seamlessly through the Spanglish that’s
second nature to U.S. Latinos. — MARIEL CRUZ
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